See this guy, he’s the most beautiful person in my life. We’re in a long distance relationship, you see he lives in Arizona while I’m in California. You might be thinking that they are neighboring states so it must not be that far, but we are actually close to 800 miles away from another. I love him so much that sometimes it hurts, I often cry when I realize how far he is from my reach and just began to figure out how hard it is to look from the outside and understand us. We talk about moving in and having kids one day, it’s crazy because before him I never wanted kids. He has changed me in ways I never really thought possible, he has paid for a semester of college for me, helped look up what time the bus comes multiple times, talked me through so many rough days when I thought it was impossible to smile he somehow always seems to make it happen. He also has cancer, is unable to keep a decent sleeping pattern, is able to eat enormous amounts of food at once, is unable to drink and walk at the same time, can’t sing or play an instrument but I still love and accept it all. In the future when the miles decrease I’ll be at every doctors appointment, long lonely night, egging him to try to walk a little faster and actually try swallowing the water, practicing his British accent a little more and kissing him a whole hell of a lot more than I am able to.
I love my Bubs, wouldn’t trade him for the world or anything in it.
its gonna be weird not seeing you tomorrow morning, you coming to my hotel and us attempting to go out but ending in a big fail, kinda ;) Ima miss being goofy with you and laying next to you, taking pictures with you and making videos with you and wondering if the neighbors can hear us, playing tag (I won) etc. I miss you babe can't wait to see you again

Awww Bubs the tears are back)`: I miss you sooooo much too, I’m going to wear your shirt and my white shorts you adore oh so much tonight..damn you smell so good!! I am going to miss showing you my socks every morning(“ting ting ting”), watching Boy Meets World with you, our frequent trips to the bathroom, pillow fights and all of my daily kisses. See you very soon creamboy(;

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Miss my Bubs already
Awww babe(:
theurbanaffect:

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This morning
theurbanaffect:

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Bubs(:
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